지친다... 너무 힘들어...

20131221

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I feel so tired out of a sudden
like just tired
I know that I'm not jaded
But then again
I don't wanna do anything
I love what I do now
like really love it
but I need a break from everything
not just studies.
I. NEED. A. BREAK. FROM. EVERYTHING.
My life is just so eventful in the last few years that I'm sick and tired of it now
Sounds funny huh?
A kid a 18 says that she wanna take a break from eventful life
Now that I think of it,
my life has been too eventful for the past 7/8 years
From him to all shits I have to handle
I just ran and ran and ran for a long time
I want a break from everything
and everything is just making it worse
can I just leave everything and go off somewhere?
so that I can start my life anew?

Kinda shocked at how long have he left us already
Everyone seems to be able to talk about him freely
but i just couldn't
I kinda did not mention about him at all in the past few years
I still cannot now
It would be a lie if I say I don't miss him
I miss him a lot
I just cannot think about him
It's so hard to hear everyone joke about him
Then it hits me that he isn't here anymore
I miss you
Even though I don't say it.

Labels: 안녕, 我的生活, 真心告白, 累

안녕^^

I luv K-Pop alot, N only sm Mandopop Artist
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Bias in SHINee is Choi MinHo
I Ship 2min[taemin <3 minho]hard
I luv JongKey[Jonghyun <3 Key] too

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SuperJunior
SM Family
TeoYengTing[Mummy]
RoxanneHae[Granny]
Henry[Oppa]
Music

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Meet SHINee AT LEAST Once before I die
Buy All SHINee Merchandises
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